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Surrounded by so many people
Why do I feel so alone?
Twirling straight hair between my manicured fingers
What if they really know
What if they know about my brutal past
What if they know about my inner thoughts
What if they know that happiness
Is just a thing that doesn't last
What if they know that I drown myself in pain
If they found out, things will never be the same
They won't accept me as I am
If they ever know
In red lipstick I paint a fake smile
This act should last me for a while
I'll be alive among the crowd
I'll pretend that on the inside I'm really that wild
The tears that sometimes smear my black liner
May not escape my eyes while I remain a liar
On the inside that shall grow cold
And my brain will lash out against a cruel world
What if they know about my brutal past
What if they know about my inner thoughts
What if they know that happiness
Is just a thing that doesn't last
What if they know that I drown myself in pain
If they found out, things will never be the same
They won't accept me as I am
If they ever know
If they ever know...
I'm sick of the girl I know I'm not
To have a heart that must transform on the spot
Can I make some room in my life for me?
Tell the world that I'm not who I pretend to be
What if they know about my brutal past
What if they know about my inner thoughts
What if they know that happiness
Is just a thing that doesn't last
Today they'll find out who I am
If they like it or not, I'll never be the same
They might not accept it, but today they'll know
Yes, today they will know
Why do I feel so alone?
Twirling straight hair between my manicured fingers
What if they really know
What if they know about my brutal past
What if they know about my inner thoughts
What if they know that happiness
Is just a thing that doesn't last
What if they know that I drown myself in pain
If they found out, things will never be the same
They won't accept me as I am
If they ever know
In red lipstick I paint a fake smile
This act should last me for a while
I'll be alive among the crowd
I'll pretend that on the inside I'm really that wild
The tears that sometimes smear my black liner
May not escape my eyes while I remain a liar
On the inside that shall grow cold
And my brain will lash out against a cruel world
What if they know about my brutal past
What if they know about my inner thoughts
What if they know that happiness
Is just a thing that doesn't last
What if they know that I drown myself in pain
If they found out, things will never be the same
They won't accept me as I am
If they ever know
If they ever know...
I'm sick of the girl I know I'm not
To have a heart that must transform on the spot
Can I make some room in my life for me?
Tell the world that I'm not who I pretend to be
What if they know about my brutal past
What if they know about my inner thoughts
What if they know that happiness
Is just a thing that doesn't last
Today they'll find out who I am
If they like it or not, I'll never be the same
They might not accept it, but today they'll know
Yes, today they will know
Literature
whale song
it’s quarter after midnight.
above, blocking needlepoint patches of stars,
a whale swims across the sky.
she does not belong there.
held up by fog instead of ocean,
she inhales deeply the thin, cold air,
and hopes for the best.
i wish i had lungs
that could hold fresh air for half an hour.
blankets of fat wrapped warm
around the muscles of my body,
voice slow and soft,
heart strong enough to pump blood for miles.
you are my ocean
& i am not a whale.
i only wish
i’d brought a stronger boat.
Literature
Not Here
I cannot reach you
no matter how far
I stretch my heart
you escape my arms
and I grasp the nothing
of where you refuse
to be.
Literature
Until You Sleep
When the night falls,
And no one is near,
Might you hear calls,
Of demons to fear.
When you're scared of the dark,
And carry a brave act,
They still leave you their mark,
Since they're not fiction, but fact.
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A song I've been working on for a while. It's about a preppy girl who's been faking her whole life.
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I don't mind this. Everyone needs to face up to the truth at least once in their lives.